I shot this wedding the week after a breakup and in the neighborhood of the person that just ended things. Needless to say this was a bit of a rough task. Its kinda funny that I’m writing this while I’m in the middle of another breakup :(
Getting over my feelings of brokenness and trying to make sense of things and at the some time trying to connect with the happiness of the people I was trying photograph. It was a rollercoaster of emotions for sure and now I’m on that same rollercoaster again. Knowing that you Love someone and that you never had the courage to say it during the time together is a tough thing to deal with when reviewing pictures you to look of people who were able to do what you couldn’t.
There was so much unabashed love at this event I couldn’t do anything but let it wash over me …. even looking back at them now I’m almost tearing up a bit … I guess its just nice to go back there now as I’m still trying to piece together some type of understanding about things happening with me. Love is so worth it. I hope one day I can share it with someone as deeply as some of the people I photograph.